Getting myself together hasn’t been as simple as I’d hoped. I’m always surprised looking back at how psychotic I become. When was the last time you had a real smile on your face?
The one Adam created five minutes ago.
Has a boy/girl ever cheated on their boyfriend/girlfriend for you?
Yes
Do you hate the person you fell hardest for?
No
When’s the last time you had a late night phone conversation?
I don’t remember.
Do you honestly believe that good things happen to those who wait?
Not necessarily.
Do you want to see someone this very minute?
I wouldn’t mind it.
Do you trust all of your friends?
I only keep the people I trust around.
Are you happy with the way things are going?
You could say that
Are you a forgiving person?
Too forgiving, honestly.
Have you ever been cheated on? If so, how did it make you feel?
I have. Like shit. But honestly, more sad for him. He lost everything he had because that bitch ran her mouth.
Do you have to check in with your parents before you go someplace?
No
Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
Gubby
Describe how you feel about your life in the past month using one word:
Learning
Would you like to go back and change any part of your life?
Somewhat. But I wouldn’t be who I am today.
When will your next kiss be?
When Michael gets me my butterfly
Where were you at midnight?
With Jenna, Ty, Tanner, and Braden
Would you hug the last person you hugged again?
Yes
Last person you saw other than your family?
Jenna
Will tomorrow be better than today?
Tomorrow is Monday. So, no.
What does your hair look like right now?
Back in a bun and greasy
Is there a night you’d like to put on repeat, and live it forever?
Yes
Who was the last person you called?
Ali
Who was the last person to call you?
Alex
Do you know anyone who doesn’t smoke pot?
Myself
Name a time you thought you were going to die?
Horseback riding on a mountain in Gatlinburg
Which of your friends lives closest to you?
I don’t know; they all live in the same area.
What annoys you?
When Starbucks employees forget to make my latte with soy milk, loud breathers, skats, bad drivers, when my square goes out because I ash way too often, perverts.
Next vacation you’re going on?
Orlando
Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
Yes
Ever dated a blond-haired, blue-eyed person?
No. And I never will.
Do you ever lie about your age?
Haha kind of.
One food you definitely cannot stand?:
Anything from pigs
Do you have a thing for the last person you texted or that texted you?:
Yes… You could say that.
Have you read the Twilight Saga?:
FUCK no
Pepsi or Coke?:
Pepsi
Burial or cremation?:
Cremation
What scent body wash do you use?:
I have no idea.
Have you ever had your teeth professionally whitened?
No. But I might.
Do you usually know when someones lying to you?:
Yes
Would you rather have a pet fish or bunny?:
Neither
Are you going to donate your organs when you die?:
Yes
Chocolate or flowers?:
Orchids
Who in your family are you most alike personality wise?:
Unfortunately, my mother
Spring or fall forever?:
Summer
What is your favorite place to eat?
Macaroni Grill or Jasmine Thai
What is your favorite vacation spot?
I don’t have one. I go to Florida multiple times a year, but it gets old.
Reading or Writing?
Writing
Books or poems?
Books
Go to movies or rent?
Both
If you got a round trip plane ticket to anywhere, where would you go?
South Africa, Bali or Belize
If you had time to do one thing before you die what would it be?
Travel
Do you play sims?
Haha I have it. I don’t play much anymore.
Do you have a Wii?
Yes, but I don’t use it.
Beach or Mountains?
… City?
Popcorn or Chips?
Popcorn and hot sauce
What is your favorite character in a movie?
Dan (Jude Law) in Closer.
If you were able to spend the entire day with a famous person, of your choice, who would it be?
MKO
If your friend was dying and had one wish to fullfiill, would you help them fullfill that last wish?
Of course.
Lyrics from the last song you heard?
Song that always makes you sad?
Poison and Wine
Last thing you bought?
Mascara, coffee mug, bra
Last person you argued with?
Jeremy
Do you put jelly before putting the peanut butter on?
No
Did you ever own at one time a Barenaked Ladies Cd?
No
Favorite day of the week?
Friday and Saturday

‘I didn’t think so much of him at first. But now I get it, he’s everything that I’m not.’
I’m watching The Royal Tenenbaums. I played hookie today.
I got another part of my UO clothes…
It’s been four months.
People won’t stop, but they’ll never break us.
So thankful its almost the weekend… Got 1/4 of my UO clothes. School, shopping & chinese with boy tomorrow. PS. Fuck Algebra 2.
I havent been this content in I dont know how long.
Today I went through Urban Outfitters LSTN6&7 with Anderson, finally got a few things done in yearbook, wanted to pull my hair out in Algebra 2, fell asleep during Public Enemies and still loved it, was inturrupted twice, got in a ranch fight with Jeremy in my/his car (made up by lots of keeshezz and napkins), came home to 1/4 of my UO clothes, got most of my Christmas shopping done, finally showered, and last but not least; neglected my homework once again.
I could do this forever.
Maybe in a state without 20 degree weather.
All I want to do is lay out. I wish I wasnt serious.
Can you really ask what reason Pythagoras had for abstaining from flesh? For my part I rather wonder both by what accident and in what state of soul or mind the first man did so, touched his mouth to gore and brought his lips to the flesh of a dead creature, he who set forth tables of dead, stale bodies and ventured to call food and nourishment the parts that had a little before bellowed and cried, moved and lived. How could his eyes endure the slaughter when throats were slit and hides flayed and limbs torn from limb? How could his nose endure the stench? How was it that the pollution did not turn away his taste, which made contact with the sores of others and sucked juices and serums from mortal wounds? … It is certainly not lions and wolves that we eat out of self-defense; on the contrary, we ignore these and slaughter harmless,tame creatures without stings or teeth to harm us, creatures that, I swear, Nature appears to have produced for the sake of their beautyand grace. But nothing abashed us, not the flower-like like tinting of the flesh, not the persuasiveness of the harmonious voice, not the cleanliness of their habits or the unusual intelligence that may be found in the poor wretches. No, for the sake of a little flesh we deprive them of sun, of light, of the duration of life to which they are entitled by birth and being. - Found this from a while ago